Gettin old

[RedBones]

I'm 23 and grew up on the south side of Chicago. Pops wasn't around but I know he died when I was like 7. My Mom kept me and my brother isolated from the world, all me and my little brother did was read growing up. My only goal in life was to have money to buy her shit but she died when I was 16. Ever since then I been lost and depressed and it's getting to be too hard to just be a nobody.

I always been scared, used to get jumped and not fight back because I didn't know how. I didn't make any friends in the hood. But I'm a dropout and a quitter, it's all I know, so I'm stuck here. I don't want to go back to college, I don't want to be a nerd.. I'm gonna join the army but until then I'm scared to go outside cuz I don't know nobody.

I wish I had joined a gang when I was younger and now I just want a team. I'm a pun but only because I feel out of place. Until I sign up though, what do I do? I want to bang but idk how to get in. I'm not afraid to die just to die a nobody. How do I fit in here and make friends, how do I get along with people and make connections so I'm not that nigga to steal on? I don't have shit to live for I just want to have boys and something to do. The army isn't for awhile and I wanna get down. How

[SIRDRAKKOE]

Homie the only thing thats stoppin you from gettin out and doin what you want to do is yourself! there ain't nothin stoppin you you ain't in the joint you not locked up. just stop focusin on da negative stay positive get a job makes some friends..if you dont know how to fight start off by workin out if you get some muscle you'll already be 100x better at fightin than you were b4, even if you still don't know how to fight. don't join the army just because you're confused only do it if thats what you really wanna do. bangin aint goin to get you shit at your age it's only goin to make you go backwards

[imblack]

move out of chicago, to a nice suburb in wisconsin and forget about ur childhood and start over

[junkyard hu$$la]

holler up wit some real niggas, move inna neighborhood an start some shit dogg, best make them hood connections where niggas aint seent you before

[shortyworst]

I'm 23 and grew up on the south side of Chicago. Pops wasn't around but I know he died when I was like 7. My Mom kept me and my brother isolated from the world, all me and my little brother did was read growing up. My only goal in life was to have money to buy her shit but she died when I was 16. Ever since then I been lost and depressed and it's getting to be too hard to just be a nobody.

I always been scared, used to get jumped and not fight back because I didn't know how. I didn't make any friends in the hood. But I'm a dropout and a quitter, it's all I know, so I'm stuck here. I don't want to go back to college, I don't want to be a nerd.. I'm gonna join the army but until then I'm scared to go outside cuz I don't know nobody.

I wish I had joined a gang when I was younger and now I just want a team. I'm a pun but only because I feel out of place. Until I sign up though, what do I do? I want to bang but idk how to get in. I'm not afraid to die just to die a nobody. How do I fit in here and make friends, how do I get along with people and make connections so I'm not that nigga to steal on? I don't have shit to live for I just want to have boys and something to do. The army isn't for awhile and I wanna get down. How

[MAFIAOSOCRAZY]

fam i respect u cause yu kept dat shit 1,000 but at da same time you a pussy cause you 23 and you afraid to socialize move like imblack said and go to college or join da armed forces its to late to bang make sumn out of your life foolie you a GROWN ASS MAN

[northpole69]

DONT BANG U WAAAY TO OLD TO BANG ,, JUS START BUYIN SUM GREEN AROUND UR HOOD . WEED ALWAYS MAKES FRIENDS .

[BlockBoy]

GET A LIFE

[IlDuce]

I'm 23 and grew up on the south side of Chicago. Pops wasn't around but I know he died when I was like 7. My Mom kept me and my brother isolated from the world, all me and my little brother did was read growing up. My only goal in life was to have money to buy her shit but she died when I was 16. Ever since then I been lost and depressed and it's getting to be too hard to just be a nobody.

I always been scared, used to get jumped and not fight back because I didn't know how. I didn't make any friends in the hood. But I'm a dropout and a quitter, it's all I know, so I'm stuck here. I don't want to go back to college, I don't want to be a nerd.. I'm gonna join the army but until then I'm scared to go outside cuz I don't know nobody.

I wish I had joined a gang when I was younger and now I just want a team. I'm a pun but only because I feel out of place. Until I sign up though, what do I do? I want to bang but idk how to get in. I'm not afraid to die just to die a nobody. How do I fit in here and make friends, how do I get along with people and make connections so I'm not that nigga to steal on? I don't have shit to live for I just want to have boys and something to do. The army isn't for awhile and I wanna get down. How

Maybe you might be better off going to at least community college. That isnt gonna make you a nerd- wearing a pocket protector and going to Star Trek Conventions makes you a nerd That way, you can get ahead by being able to qualify for good jobs that require at least an A.A.

I'd suggest just being yourself and do your own thing- be your own person. Hone your skills and find what you are best at and keep doing it. Its not going to be easy.

Also, get a good woman, but don't knock her up unless you want a ball and chain attached to your ass. A good woman can motivate you and make you shine, and cares about you and your goals. A bad bitch doesn't give a fuck, and when you fail, she laughs- just stay away from those.

I remember talking about this earlier when it came to how old is too old for a mob- 23 is pushing it, a lot of these cats got in when they were 12, 13, maybe younger. However, I do know a fake-ass MLD who is like 35 and supposed "joined up" like 6 months ago maybe..

Just remember, these are all big fucking decisions.